Thursday, 19 August 2010
Sunday, 18 April 2010
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I was thinking about unrequited love. I
figure it's best to just walk that shit off. Find
someone else to be excited about. It's like if
you love ice cream but your ice cream man
friend won't give you any. Maybe he's got a
good reason. It cuts into profits. Who knows?
But he likes you as a friend and wants to hang
out anyway. It just drives you crazy to hang out
with that dude, even if he's being reasonable
from his point of view. So don't hang out with
him. What, you ONLY like ice cream? It's ice
cream or nothing?? Don't be an asshole. Learn
to love donuts...
This has never happened before.
It's almost like a cold. You hate that
sometimes you can't breathe, or maybe that
it won't leave you alone so you
think about it all day. But in the end you love
it because it gives you a
reason to feel warm in front of a fire and
sleep in while the beautiful snow
covers your worries in white...
Wednesday, 17 February 2010
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"Being lonely isn't the worst feeling.
It's being forgotten by someone you
can never forget."
"Sometimes i wonder what would happen if everyone
in the world jumped at the same time."
"She's afraid that after all this waiting, he'll end up with
another girl. She's afraid of what hasn't happened yet.
And most of all, she's afraid she'll never find someone who
could compare to him."
"I feel like I need everyone else more than they need me."
"OP, GRAVITY WORKS...."
What is it about just sleeping next to someone that
so important to us??
Are we hoping they'll dream of us if we're near?
Do we want to feel their
warmth underneath the covers? Are we hoping
that while we sleep we'll
unconsciously move closer and closer, then maybe
they'll wake up first??
Or is it just being with them, and they're the first thing you get to
see, hear,
and think about in the morning??
As wonderful as that sounds...what about
the next night when they're not there..?
"When they eventually write my
biography, I hope they leave
out all those times i was beaten
up by little girls..."
"There are some questions that can't
be answered by Google."
"It knocks me off my feat, and just as i start to
find my footing here you come again."+)
"I can't remember what it's like to not be tired."
"Let me go..."
Sunday, 31 January 2010
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Geee....what to write about at 3:56 in the morning..
how about my unability to sleep!
Question: Do you ever get the feeling that
you aren't who you thought you were???
Like you come to some kind of realization and you
soo shocked that maybe you were wrong the whole time??
I think that's kind what i'm going through...
or maybe i'm finding out who i want to be
or something like that...
I got to watch the moon tonight. It was shinning
it's bright yellow right into my balcony window
and i couldn't help but jump up and put on my
huge sweaters and fuzzy
socks and grab some hot chocolate and watch
it slowly rise with
the beautiful sound of Philip playing in the
background.
It was a good place to think and just be calm and not
have to worry about...idk..anything.
I have so much studying for college
tomorrow and
in the moments that i sat there i really didn't care.
Everything was good for that one moment
that i didn't know
what to think about...
I started wandering to my grandpa Joe
who...just past away..
and i thought...i wander if he's able to grab some
extra hot choco and watch the moon too?
It was weird to realize that i was smiling
up to the moon
like i was smiling at him. But it was even
more weird when i
felt like it was a response or something..
It's like......
if i see the moon............................
i'll know ...............................
where he's at. +)
Thursday, 15 October 2009
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Once upon a time there was
this girl named Deny.
She went home. Got bored and decided that
she was tired of not doing
anything on xanga and decided
to change everything at 3:40 in the morning.
She only ever
comes on here for pics and
quotes for her book, but was tired of
looking at the same old thing.
What she didn't know, was that they updated xanga
and she now knows how to do nothing and
it learning as she goes.
...silly deny....
so silly.... +)
tella54
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- Name: deny
- Location: Knoxville, Tennessee, United States
- Birthday: 6/10/1990
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 2/18/2006
